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I think this is just beautiful enough to share:

Californication. Season 2, Episode 10.

Dear Karen,

If you're reading this, it means I actually worked up the courage
to mail it. So, good for me. You don’t know me very well,
but if you get me started I have a tendency to go on
and on about how hard the writing is for me.
But this, this is the hardest thing I ever had to write.

There's no easy way to say this so I’ll just say it, I met someone.
It was an accident, I wasn’t looking for it, I wasn’t on the make,
it was a perfect storm. She said one thing and I said another
and the next thing I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life in
the middle of that conversation.

Now there's this feeling in my gut that she might be the one.
She completely nuts in a way that makes me smile, highly neurotic.
A great deal of maintenance acquired.

She is you Karen, that’s the good news. The bad news is that I don't
know how to be with you right now, and that scares the shit out of me.
Because if I am not with you right now I have this feeling we will get lost out there.
It’s a big bad world full of twists and turns and people
have a way of blinking and missing the moment.
The moment that could of changed everything.
I don’t know what’s going on with us and I can’t tell you why should
waste a leap of faith on the likes of me. But damn you smell good,
like home and you make excellent coffee, that has to count for something right?
Call me!

Unfaithfully yours,
Hank Moody